hello, yesterday and today i had alot of fun.. :D:D:D zubaidah knows why.. hahah!! i love it baybeh.. lol... actually i dont really have anything to say cuz i'm like very sleepy today.. and my head has been hurting.. ; headache!! i hate it! hmm, i have nothing to say...


it's been so long since i last updated my DEAD blog.. ok, so now i'll tell everything.. :DD exactly today, it has been two weeks i started school at RP.. it's so FUN!! ok, so maybe it does sucks having to do RJ every single day.. but friends at RP are super the GEREK.. lol,, well, i'm kinda lazy to talk about what has happened for the past two weeks so i'll just talk about today ehk ! :D today is science module,2nd lesson and its about PHYSICS!!! ugh!! its so boring.. my team's presentation today is also quite boring uh, not alot of people ask questions.. aiyo ! boring you know if like that.. -.-" after school today, went to the library to complete RJ and quiz with faizal,syawal and qudus.. today i just met qudus, so i don't know him quite well uh, but he's a fun guy.. :D after that, went North Point to eat our so called dinner at KFC.. qudus was funny just now, faizal said something, and he heard something totally different.. it was so funny , together with his facial expression.. sorry qudus, i lauaghed at you until so rabak!! hahahah, nie sume salah syawal kn ?? i know.. hahahah! so, after that,, we went home uh... :D nothing else.. and now i'm currently waiting for faizal to come online !! and at the same time, i'm so sleepy !!


update time... on wednesday, i went out with the sweetest couple,, don't know if i say their name.. i had fun with them.. its been so long since i saw them..then yesterday,, met up with hakim..another best guy pal.. met him at bangkit,, he was with eddy.. went back to our sec school,, they took their testimonial and then went lepak under the void deck.. also had fun doing stupid things with hakim... i miss him too...alot!! after that went back my place..ate then he went to meet daniel.. that's all i guess.. oh yeah,, hakim,, my mum said you're freaking tall.. hahah... compliment,, not an insult :)


nowadays, i don't know what to feel..happy?sad?angry?scared?worried? hmm,,i don't know...but i know that yesterday i was happy, my dad came home and gave me a pair of giorgio armani sunglasses.. i was like jumping like crazy,,cuz i really wasn't expecting that..and also cuz we're not really a rich family..moderate one,maybe..but definitely not rich..that's why i was super shocked when he bought me those sunglasses..he also said that he was proud of me even though i only got 25 points for my O's...yeah i'm happy..only for that day..but then today,,, i don't know.. my mum keeps getting angry about small petty things.. my dad keeps getting angry with my bros..i guess, one has a menopause, the other one is going through a mid-life crisis.. well that's just my theory..hmm, i don't know...alot of things have been happening..so, mixed feelings i guess...oh ya,, just now when i went to LOT 1 to buy lunch for my mum,she's EMOing today,i saw my ex with his current girlfriend..i'm not going to trash about them or anything..i'm going to compliment them..he found a gorgeous girlfriend and she's lucky to have him..i'm happy for him cuz he's happy now..but i'm sorry cuz we didn't turn out to be what we expected us to be...well, i'll continue tmr..


hello people...the previous post that i typed was when i was angry and hurt..well,,now i'm typing this post filled with anxiousness...cuz,,tomorrow is when all sec 4 students gets their 'O' level results.. every time when i talk about it, i start having butterflies in my stomach..i'm scared..i have the exact same feeling as when i took my PSLE results 4 years ago..only that this feeling is much much much more worse now..i'm worried if i don't get to go to poly..it would be such a waste if i went to ite now.. *no offense my dear ite friends* but then again,just pray hard for the best yeah.. and good luck to my other friends... =))


hey people..sorry for no updating my blog for so long..didn't really had the time..today, i'm so freaking pissed and hurt in a way with this certain person whom i shall not mention...what did i ever do to make such a bad impression on you... i'm sorry that you don't like me blogging about anything but this is the only place that i can really express what i feel besides shouting and showing tantrums at people...nothing i do seems right to you...i always help you in every way i can but you don't seem to see that...when you were suck and nobody seemed to care, i was the one who helped you..you went for the eye check up,i was the freakin' one who to the liberty to send you to the freakin' place!! but no,,,you don't see all that do you? all you see is the wrong things i do..i'm such a bad person to you right? a bad influence?a lazy bum? that's what you think of me right? i can read your face like an open book... i've known you all my life... don't think i don't know...do you really feel i'm such a disgrace to you until you even compared me to that b****?!?! WTF!!! this time, it really is too much.. you don't appreciate me at all... i'm done with you...don't even talk to me... you're of my same blood but i don't feel that way...you're like a stranger to me now...


selamat hari raya to all my muslim friends...yeah its a bit late to wish you guys...but i still did...hmm anyways, my raya collection this year is not much but still more than last year's...i'm bored today...maybe not going out...tomorrow??tak sure....finally prelims is over... but in a few weeks time, O's will be coming our way...yesterday,i think i broke my butt from falling down the stairs...LOL.. it hurts when sitting down...VERY RANDOM today,,,all the things i say have no connection to anything....maybe cuz i've been distracted by a certain someone that really made me angry...F**KER...you're a big fat PABO MONGCHIONGI!!hmmmm, don't know what else to say....guess that's it.... :)