hey people..sorry for no updating my blog for so long..didn't really had the time..today, i'm so freaking pissed and hurt in a way with this certain person whom i shall not mention...what did i ever do to make such a bad impression on you... i'm sorry that you don't like me blogging about anything but this is the only place that i can really express what i feel besides shouting and showing tantrums at people...nothing i do seems right to you...i always help you in every way i can but you don't seem to see that...when you were suck and nobody seemed to care, i was the one who helped you..you went for the eye check up,i was the freakin' one who to the liberty to send you to the freakin' place!! but no,,,you don't see all that do you? all you see is the wrong things i do..i'm such a bad person to you right? a bad influence?a lazy bum? that's what you think of me right? i can read your face like an open book... i've known you all my life... don't think i don't know...do you really feel i'm such a disgrace to you until you even compared me to that b****?!?! WTF!!! this time, it really is too much.. you don't appreciate me at all... i'm done with you...don't even talk to me... you're of my same blood but i don't feel that way...you're like a stranger to me now...